Archive for May, 2009
I flirt. Plain and simple. I have this overwhelming likeness for the female race. Simply put…..I LOVE WOMEN!
I am very corny and a hopeless romantic, meaning that I will try to make a lady smile and feel nice on the inside for no reason whatsoever. I have no reason behind it, other to see her smile.
Writing is my complete speech. I don’t know if I have an impediment or that I’m so nervous that I sometimes stutter and/or lose my thought process when talking to people sometimes.
This is random. Of course if I’m excited, my speech will speed up. It is a matter of control. Like I talked about earlier, it is a matter of slowing all this stuff down. I’m finally learning this lesson. Also, as we can see, writing is my release.
LosEvolution.com may be a 3-year project, but writing has been a part of my life for years. I still look at a lot of my past writings, specifically my high school writing. Even then, I had problems organizing my thoughts, but a lot of things I wrote were about the people I cared about, instead of now, where I maintain a more critical, chronological style.
That is why LosEvolution is important to me. It is my release and my opinions. Despite these, I try not to bring others into my speech because it would not be a good thing and I hate publication to a certain degree. My past, personal thoughts used to include the people, but once I went public with the site, I went professional as well. This is a mere business, a personal one though.
I feel as if nothing or anyone gives me time to actually breathe or reflect on my decisions or the things that happened in my life. I remember when I lost my grandparents. I went to the funeral that morning and I had to drive back to Oxford the same day. That was the longest, most painful two hour drive of my life.
For the past three months, I have been trying to slow this roller coaster of a life down. For three years, it is like the gear was in overdrive. I was always moving, always working, always hustling. I did more running as a businessman than I ever did as a student. Because I let my obligations overwhelm me, I let a lot of things pay for it. Life, health, the whole 9 yards. With this in mind, I realized that a person must let some things go. Trust me, I did, whether people or things realize it. Once I declare it over, it is. I also put the time into perspective. I looked at my past and realized one thing: the farther behind it is left, the closer I am to forging my own path.
Translation: the past is just that.
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