LosEvolution

• 18May

  Paying Respects

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  Death is a tragic thing that affects those who are gone and who are still here. It’s very tragic but no one is safe from it.  Not even the young. Inspired by Lil Wayne’s song, I’m Me, here’s my R.I.P Contribution.

  I take this time to pay my respects
  To the peeps I lost in this game, I regret
  J. Toney, my homeboy, always cool, always chill
  True to yourself, respect is what I feel
  Can’t believe you’re gone, can’t believe I don’t see
  You had so much more to be done in life, can’t you see
  We all sittin in shock, wonderin why you’re gone
  We all standin on our feet, we tryin to be strong
  Cuz to some people you were a friend, to others you were a bro
  To women you were a gent, they hate to see you go
  We hate seein ya profile, with all the RIP
  We wanna see you bro, we wanna see J.T
  But we know we can’t so all we can do is this
  We let the world know how much you’ll be missed
  RIP Justin Toney, go ahead and get your rest
  You’re in a better place, nah, you’re in the best

  Too Smooth Dozier, your memory stands strong
  Another bro that I can’t believe is truly gone
  Much respect to ya man, you rep it for the fun
  Shout out to the bros over at Nu Upsilon
  Ju was a great Alpha, always cool always respected
  Smooth ice, calming persona, always collected
  Rodney Lockhart, you ran for Ole Miss, ran for life
  Hate you’re not around in this run of life
  Track hasn’t been the same without ya man
  This campus hasn’t been the same, we just bein fans
  Unfortunate events took all 3 of you away
  Only physical, your memories live on always
  Rest in peace to ya boys, dedication to your rest
  You’re all in the place we know as the best

  RIP Justin Toney

  RIP Julius Dozier

  RIP Rodney Lockhart

  

  

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• 18May

  Calculated Impulses

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  I am a very calculating individual, though I am very impulsive with a lot of my decisions.

  The thing about the mind is that I’m always thinking. The only thing I’m impulsive about is my driving. I never say I’m going to be at a place. Rather, I just show up.

  Unfortunately, my calculations keep me at a disadvantage because I’m not exactly a ‘spur of the moment’ guy. I like things thought out and logically sound. It gives a sense of control and a hold on my life. I guess it makes me over analytical…what do YOU think?

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  Tags: 31things

• 15May

  Don’t Walk Away Mad, Just Walk Away

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  Rather than be in a situation that I dislike, I will just walk away. Not in anger, but I’ll just disappear.

  I got a policy: if I don’t like it, I move away from it. It is not a grudge type of thing, I just hate argumentative situations. If a situation gets to the  point where it is a mere banter, there is no point for it to continue. I would rather walk away than waste my breath in a worthless debate. A lot of people may see this as rude or cowardly, but I hate having to argue just to prove a point. Obviously, the other person does not want to hear my point, so why force him or her to do so?

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  Tags: 31things

• 14May

  Self-Perception

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  9. Until I got older, I never considered myself as attractive, sexy, cute, handsome, fine, or whatever. Don’t know why, but I never did.

  10. So #9 basically shows that I’ve been in a constant bout with my own self-esteem issues.

  Self-perception was never my strongest suit. It kept me humble, knowing that the world was larger than one person. Problem was that my perception was not at the level I wanted. I rarely smiled in photos, and worst of all, I had a “**** the world” mentality. Part of it still remains, but I’m glad it’s better than what it used to be. When I said I tried everything, I mean everything. I found the perfect combination.

  My style of dress reflects the trend of our race, changing with the times while my attitude reflects my persona as a recluse unless I have to speak. Physical fitness is my new hustle since I’m hooked on pumping iron to a certain degree.

  Basically what this means is that I stick to my roots, but I can evolve my thoughts if it seems like the logical thing to do. Guess that makes me a being of logic.

  

  

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• 13May

  The Professionalist

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  I am a true professional with my life. I deal with my personal issues inside, away from the public eye. Once I close the door of my apartment and walk outside, my issues are tossed to the back of my head and I am about business.

  Being a professionalist is perhaps my downfall as well as my strength. Who I am in public is who I want to be, but personally, I, just like any human, deal with my problems. Most of it is internal struggle, of course, so I feel as if the outside world does not need to know about them. I try not to plague people with my problems because everyone else has their own lives to contend with. In essence, once I leave my apartment, my problems go to the back of my mind because I have a world of other things to worry about. True enough, I should express my issues someday….when I’m ready of course.

  

  

  Tags: 31things, Personal

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