Those say that they couldn’t do it, some say they wasn’t going to make it, but take a look….
Archive for July, 2009
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I don’t know what it equals, but this is the 1st time I ever did a post from my phone. Awesome, but annoying when I type.
Anyway, new posts coming in the few weeks as I let go some of my contractual obligations and a few other sites I’m managing.
Also, class is almost over, so its almost time to PARTY!!!!
I see myself sometimes a recluse. Leaving a shadow….and maybe a few Starburst wrappers letting people know I was there.
To cap it all off, I have been a recluse for the past 7 years, only being outward when necessary. The only things that bring me out were my involvements on campus, my Greek life, and my academic career. I don’t know why, but that was always how I lived. I didn’t exactly have a spotlight or a microscope on my life. Honestly, I liked it that way. It kept my imperfections out of the public eye. Then again, I wouldn’t know how to correct them if they weren’t out in public now wouldn’t I?
An advise to the wise: secrecy only leads to deception and betrayal. It is true that one should be selective with what is told, but to live a life of complete seclusion is sick. The hardest lesson I learned is that I needed people. Without them, who can I actually help or be helped by? A hard lesson to learn, but one that this reclusive person needed to learn.
I’ve grown a little happier over the years, but overall on a scale of 1-10, I still say I’m about a 4.
Those who know me can say I’m a very bitter, yet optimistic individual. I’m very cut-throat about logic, decisions, and people trying to screw others. Screw me once, shame on you, but I would be damned if there was a 2nd time. This was my policy, my attitude, and my style, especially when I started college. I didn’t want to deal with any type of pain again, so I put on this facade to be the happiest person, always joking, where on the inside, I felt terrible.
It wasn’t until recently that I regained my smile about my life. I just hope that people can smile along with me. If they can’t, it is very unfortunate because if I can smile after anything I have been through over the past five years, I’m pretty sure anyone can smile.
