The unbridled concept of staying on top, of staying ahead, of being better is one that always stays on my mind. No matter what, there is room for evolution, room for improving.

3 years ago, I remember when I started the idea of LosEvolution.
1 year ago, I remember when I pledged Iota Phi Theta.
And on December 31, 2009, I remember when I made the decision to shut up every negative thought that came to mind. That I was going to change everything there is about this game. Everything that could be different, I made up in my mind that it was going to be different.
To become different…one must change everything there is about him.

It is a hard aspect..one that requires a lot of thought and garners a lot of opinion. What is yours?

Custom created tribute to the 3-time WWE Champion

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Act 1 and Act 2, they don’t matter. The only thing that matters, everyone remembers….Act 3. – The Rock

I remember, growing up, I watched The Rock. I began imitating him, watching his career evolve until his 2003 departure. Anyone who knew wrestling knew The Rock. “The Brahma Bull, The Great One, Mr. Hit it Strong, Hit it Fast, even in movies, putting his foot up Hollywood’s candy ***.”
Bald and bold, ‘The Great One’ bowed out gracefully and continued his career in acting. I look at him and how his performance was in speaking on camera, performing in front of a crowd, not attempting to pattern him, but to compare passion, drive, focus, and confidence.
The Rock vs Austin Wrestlemania (Behind the Scenes)

This is the video that inspired my thoughts, knowing that it is now what I look at when it comes to being in front of a crowd. Greatness truly has no limits and I tried my best to be just that: great. I expect 100% out of my life and I aim for the best. Go hard or go home is the mentality. I look at my life and all the adversity. All I can do is borrow the words: JUST BRING IT! I write this because I realize now that I embraced this mentality. No matter the fact that I am human and imperfection is true, I never used it as my crutch. Why start now?
The Rock’s Theme

Leprechaun on a Hook “DO YOU KNOW HOW LONG IT TOOK US TO GET HIM UP THERE?!“

If ya smell what the Los is cookin’.

TNA 200

1st Topic: Happy Birthday and Removing Negativity
For me, a birthday is a new start. Whatever happened before 10:17am on June 18th no longer concerns me. Not putting it mildly, I honestly no longer care. All the worrying and emotional downsizing has done nothing but created a negative void. At one time, I felt as if the void would swallow me whole, without any remorse. The more I evolved, the more a light went off inside of my mind. I realized that I grew negative and I was sick of it.

2nd Topic: A Viper is Born
Something about this guy is insanity…the entrance music, the lights on the entrance, guess Orton found his mold…finally. Cutthroat, remorseless, snaps at a drop of a dime…a viper. Gotta love that entrance music.

3rd Topic: A Poem
Through darkness, there is light.
Regardless of how hard, always keep up the fight
Never letting your destiny out of sight
Never giving in to your fright
Always me, day and night
LosEvolution.com is me, it is my way
A way to articulate thoughts, a way to say
To say what’s on my mind, what I love and hate
I have a voice that has the knowledge, and the power to rule your fate

So what does this have to do with anything? Well, for a long time, I’ve felt myself going through life on the edge of a void where my light couldn’t escape. My consciousness always goes through the negative and positive thoughts, left and right sounding like interior voices. All of this led to nothing but negativity, and basically I’m at a point where I’m sick of it. I look at my birthday and I should be the happiest person alive, but all I can think about is past mistakes, life situations, and to the fact that for the past three years, I have been unable to share this day with my aunt like I used to. This is usually the reason I went into seclusion on this day because sometimes, it isn’t exactly a happy one. But I’m going to try to make this one happy. I’m also going to try to maintain a clear vision on my life.

Orton Custom2

These are shots from the FedExForum from last week’s wrestling show. Wonder what’s going to happen this week!

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